bat magic

Recently, i had the opportunity to reconnect with someone i’d known 30 years ago. His introduction to “bat” will be here.  His first taste of this blog will come from this post. i wrote something similar for Captain Chunky and some of this info is in my “Whatza wawbat” page as well. Today? i introduce … Continue reading →

knees down to the ground

Some people serve a particular deity (or more than one). Some serve their own interests alone or the interests of their tribe without thought of something greater than that (i’d say i was solidly in that camp not so long ago). Some choose to serve an earth-bound Master. And yes… some serve many in multiple … Continue reading →

If you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel

i’ve entered my third year of service to Master. i’ve worn His collar every day… for more than two years. First… it was a slender red length of yarn, then a silver anklet that nestled into a tin when it was replaced by the current steel cuff. Ah, and His proper leather circles my throat when … Continue reading →

take the most from living

i’ve been trying to catch up on my sleep and get back to semblance of normalcy. The month of March wasn’t horrible – certainly not the worst month i’ve had in my life – but it was a troubling month… no… i was a troubled bat… a troubled person. Ghosts and choices and growth and … Continue reading →

i choose

On fet the other day, someone dear to my heart shared her thoughts. She spoke of a Master she respected (one i respect as well) and how that Master spoke about how it was their task to make sure they helped slaves in their service… help them to be successful. That way of thinking is … Continue reading →

It’s 1 degree fahrenheit… what a good day for an OUTing

A few folks on the fet side of life know what i do in my ‘vanilla’ life. Fewer still know the name my parents gave me – well, that name and the one i married into.  Most folks on the fet side of life have just as much to lose as i do – by … Continue reading →

The year of the bat

i smile as i title this post, as it is pulled from my memory of something Master said in a podcast. It has been – in many ways – the year of the bat. Tomorrow is New Year’s Eve and i could write this then, i suppose, but i’ll be busy with my life. It’s … Continue reading →