Own every second life gives you

Life is short. Live that fucker.     Continue reading →

i felt a change a-comin’

Life sure is funny. Not “ha ha” funny… more peculiar like… odd. my life is changing so much in so many ways and most of them are good. Still, i have that odd feeling that comes when you’ve been roller-skating for hours and you slip off the wheels in favor of sneakers. Whoa Discombobulating, eh? … Continue reading →

touch my world with your fingertips

Just this thought as i wrap up my day and eat a small bowl of blood orange sorbet… that the carton proclaimed it to be a seasonal item. The next time i reach for it at the store? It may be gone. Some of the most delicious things in life are seasonal. It makes them … Continue reading →

hold my hand

i’m driving into the parking garage at work… behind a long line of cars… slowly snaking up levels in search of the elusive sweet parking spots. At some point, with my elbow balanced on the car door handle, i begin to absentmindedly stroke my cheek. Within seconds, i’m thinking how it feels when His controlled … Continue reading →

yoni

Because of the narcolepsy, i can experience some interesting reality-meets-fantasy moments. They tend to happen when i’m either exhausted or in a place where i am not being stimulated; they can come when i am totally calm, still, and relaxed. i took a shower about an hour ago and had one of those such moments. … Continue reading →

what if?

i’ve been doing some soul-searching about a few important things… Not things…to be honest… but people.  i need to make decisions about some of the relationships in my life. i’m trying not to rush these decisions but i also know that i can get mired in the THOUGHT process (paralysis by analysis, anyone?) if i sit … Continue reading →

The Light is On

When my daughter was very young, the rule for special days… Christmas, Birthdays, etc… was… “You can’t wake up mommy and daddy until it is light outside.” Needless to say, this meant that my wee child would take position on the sofa or other perch near a window and watch as light would fill the … Continue reading →