Music / Real life

hold my hand

i’m driving into the parking garage at work… behind a long line of cars… slowly snaking up levels in search of the elusive sweet parking spots. At some point, with my elbow balanced on the car door handle, i begin to absentmindedly stroke my cheek. Within seconds, i’m thinking how it feels when His controlled … Continue reading

Music / Real life

yoni

Because of the narcolepsy, i can experience some interesting reality-meets-fantasy moments. They tend to happen when i’m either exhausted or in a place where i am not being stimulated; they can come when i am totally calm, still, and relaxed. i took a shower about an hour ago and had one of those such moments. … Continue reading

Music / Real life

what if?

i’ve been doing some soul-searching about a few important things… Not things…to be honest… but people.  i need to make decisions about some of the relationships in my life. i’m trying not to rush these decisions but i also know that i can get mired in the THOUGHT process (paralysis by analysis, anyone?) if i sit … Continue reading